[08 Oct 2002|10:47pm] hello kiddies. i have a new journal now, please click *here* to add me as a friend. k thnx bye. [edit]: alright, alright. i'll make this entry public. there. 5 boots to the moon.

[26 Sep 2002|02:07am] dear boy who is confusing me, please stop. k thnx bye. 4 boots to the moon.

[25 Sep 2002|09:03pm] casey is so cute. aw. and im so just so cool. *hugs self* 5 boots to the moon.

[22 Sep 2002|07:43pm] ( dum dee doo... i like to procrastinate... doo dee doo... ) 2 boots to the moon.

[19 Sep 2002|12:05am] im easily amused. me: i love you. jared: cool me: i love you. ryan: you do? me: yes! ryan: why? me: i love you. heather: hehe :D me: i love you. mark: whats up? me: i love you. mark: k me: lets try this again... me: i love you! mark: me too me: i hate you. bah. mark: i dont get it me: i love you. brandon: WOW me: i love you. bree: aw, ditto <3 me: i love you. dane: ha ha..... me: hehe dane: your quite the joker...you are me: you got me, darn. dane: yes... thats me .......getting people too bad almost everyone had away messages on. gr. 6 boots to the moon.

[17 Sep 2002|06:47pm] a really old italian man hit on me today and it was really gross. he told me i should be a model and that i 'looked good in jeans.' he kept going on and on and yeah. ew. i still cant shake that feeling i got. ew. in safeway, two snobby emo scenster girls recognized me from lipstickparty, which was weird... and ugh. i strongly dislike those kinda kids. just that whole 'im better than you' attitude is annoying. school was boring. but im pretty sure im gonna get the job at jc penny. cuz yeah, i just am. im really not as bitter as i sound. just weirded out from today. and so tired. i have to go make dinner now. bye. 1 boot to the moon.

[15 Sep 2002|09:42pm] october 10th = oh happy day. <3 +NFG +further seems forever +finch +something corporate chico is kinda far though. i really hope i can go. 2 boots to the moon.

[15 Sep 2002|02:25pm] my brain hurts. 2 boots to the moon.

[14 Sep 2002|02:03am] mike and evan are such silly silly boys. i dont think i've ever laughed that hard before. thank you. <3 12 boots to the moon.

[13 Sep 2002|01:12am] kate's chitty car broke down when we were coming home from arden. neither of us had a cell phone with us so we had to walk to 7-11 [in the dark. it was skeery.] and call her brother to jump her car. but, as kate was digging through messenger bag trying to find some change, some wigger type kids start hitting on us. it was amusing. they gave us all their change in exchange for our numbers. [pssst...they werent our real numbers.] um. this story was pointless. bye. to the moon.

[12 Sep 2002|06:18pm] wow, i've been so busy lately. the past couple days have been so confusing/strange. but everything is back to normal again. few. to the moon.

[08 Sep 2002|10:04pm] today was... wonderful. isnt it funny how the best days come when you least expect them to? i wish this weekend could last longer. goodnight xox. to the moon.

[08 Sep 2002|02:54am] i REALLY dont like myself. at all. 2 boots to the moon.

im a sucker for moogs and keyboards. [07 Sep 2002|02:12am] mood: toxicshocksyndrome. music: the rentals - sweetness and tenderness. i love this song. friday night + pizza + friends + long drives to nowhere + loud music + chloe's neat camera = radness to the max times bajillion. . . . only one thing was missing. (you saw that part coming, didnt you?) 2 boots to the moon.

i love you. [01 Sep 2002|02:36am] another night of crashing in my clothes. &im supposed to wake up at 7am. ha, that aint happening. eff me. to the moon.

doot doot pause [30 Aug 2002|10:39pm] im at britt's house on her nifty little laptop. i think i may go home soon cuz britt&ryan are sleeping and brandon is trying to mack it with me. heh. im sad i didnt get to see casey.. i know he has to work and stuff, but its not fair. possibly maybe tomorrow though. i just want to hold him. thats all. thats not too much to ask for, is it? tonight was fun though. went to starbucks. i <3 those frappachinos so much (!!!) but we had to leave after like an hour cuz we were 'hanging around and not ordering anything' which is like... against the law. i know you care about me, but i wish you would say it more. i know i dont say what i feel either but... sigh. i wish we werent both so shy. are you thinking of me? do you miss me as much as i miss you? last night at cocoa's (dont go there, the food is gross) this guy that looked exactly like chris carabba smiled the most sweetest smile at me.. and sigh, i just ignored him. thats how much you mean to me. yeah im gonna make brandon drive me home now. kbye. 1 boot to the moon.

how cute. [29 Aug 2002|11:45pm] joshy smoshie: do you want a sammich melissa? xohmystarsxx: yes please. joshy smoshie: one sammich coming right up. :o joshy smoshie: i'll even draw you a happy face with mustard. xohmystarsxx: how sweet of you joshy smoshie: its only cuz i like you so much... xohmystarsxx: what about laura? joshy smoshie: what about her. i never really liked her. joshy smoshie: it was all pretend. xohmystarsxx: oh?? joshy smoshie: yea cuz i knew you were happy w/ casey joshy smoshie: so i tried to trick myself into bein g happy too. xohmystarsxx: im sorry. joshy smoshie: think of that dashboard song, the best deception. xohmystarsxx: you are soo emo josh. even more than me...ha. joshy smoshie: so wanna get married? we'll be two emo geeks in love. joshy smoshie: waddya say? :o joshy smoshie: an if you say no, then no sammich for you :| 2 boots to the moon.

if i knew missing you was so hard [29 Aug 2002|10:35pm] i would have never let you go.</b> to the moon.

[27 Aug 2002|11:48pm] oh. okay. cool. 26 boots to the moon.

sing it, reggie. [26 Aug 2002|11:29pm] i'd give the world to you all that i'd ever do... hold, hold me close to you nothing i'd rather do... if you'd believe the outcries i'd know everything is alright. dont want to play that game today. to the moon.

. [26 Aug 2002|12:02am] doesnt this song sound like it would be at the ending of a sad movie? it soo does. i swear... to the moon.

oops. [25 Aug 2002|11:09pm] i've come to the conclusion that boys are STUPID. not some of them. nope. every single one of them. i guess brandon's right... i am sexist. (hahahaha.) but its all your fault. stop being stupid and maybe i'll change my mind. 2 boots to the moon.

these lyrics are pretty. [25 Aug 2002|03:02am] [ mood | blank ] tonight was fun. im not gonna write about though because a.) i doubt anyone cares. b.) im about to fall over. so tired. physically. not mentally. my mind is wide awake right now. i wish i wasnt so fickle. i wish you didnt take me so seriously... i dont even remember what i wanted to write anymore. so goodnight. 2 boots to the moon.

um so yeah [23 Aug 2002|11:57pm] mr. t experience and the brodys tomorrow. weee. finally something to look forward to. 4 boots to the moon.

im all smiley now. [23 Aug 2002|01:16am] brandon called me just to ask how my day was and to say goodnight. and before he hangs up he goes "ok, see you tomorrow... love you, not like in love love but like um you know what i mean right?" i just thought that was sweet. i needed that, esp. since i feel really shitty cuz of how casey has been acting towards me lately... hmph. im going to bed. to the moon.

[22 Aug 2002|10:08pm] my feet hurt. i saw this lady today. . . she had a half mullet (thats the best i can describe it) and her teeth were all jacked up. but the best part was she said "arrrrrr!" me and chrissy were trying so hard not to laugh... ah, i love my life. sometimes. to the moon.

my tummy hurts. [21 Aug 2002|09:21pm] [ mood | sick ] im about to barf any second now... 1 boot to the moon.

[15 Aug 2002|11:24pm] he called me baby doll. aww. that totally made me smile. to the moon.

[15 Aug 2002|10:47pm] my pepsi is blue. and tastes like crap. 3 boots to the moon.

[12 Aug 2002|11:31pm] this is a great feeling. i havent felt this good in a long time. the whole day i was really bummed, but around 9:30ish things slowly started getting better. can you guess why? yesss you can. its quite obvious. heh. tonight was perfect. and i'll say it again &again &again &againnn. and again. im so happy. i dont ever want this feeling to go away. to the moon.

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